How am I any different?? I need to think to what to say for hours in fear that they might leave me, I need to force myself to be like them to not be alone, yet you make no effort and they like you immediately, your already their first option in the only 10 minutes you knew each other, yet I need to sacrifice my sense of self and respect for a mere f****** crumb of recognition that I exist, and all you need to do is talk. That’s it. It’s as simple as that.
So why am I not like you, how are you any different, people lie anyway, people lie all the time, so how are we any different, i don’t get it, I wish I did but liars are rampant and how can I trust you when your the worst liar of all
