Currently self-harming as the mid year exams come up and my emotions leak and break.

I realise now after reading stories of others, that truly my fear is no longer being lonely or ending up alone because I cannot find someone, but for me to one day find out that my children were self-harming.

I hope I can be a good dad in the future, and make sure that this will never happen to them, I would not know how to cope knowing this.