I’m addicted to p***. I’m a addicted to lust. I am 50. I have been struggling with lust addiction as early as 5 or 6 years old when I had obsessive thoughts of a girl in my kindergarden. No matter what I do or how long I surrender it to my HP….I eventually go back to it. I haven’t masturbated in over two years. I have never cheated on my wife other than p***, cam-s**, p********.. I’m a lust addict. It’s my drug. I’m in such pain. It isolates me and prevents me from reaching my potential. I hate this part of me. I hate that I am constantly living a double life.