Man I swear, women are not taken seriously at all. I don’t even get taken seriously by my husband and it irritates me to the max! Let me tell you about a

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Man I swear, women are not taken seriously at all. I don’t even get taken seriously by my husband and it irritates me to the max!

Let me tell you about a crazy story that tore my relationship to pieces. A simple conversation, a topic I didn’t even want to discuss; but of course, with my husband being the man he is, we are filing for divorce.

About 3 months ago me and my husband went out to dinner and had a few drinks. Later that night at home out of nowhere he asked me if he was the best person I ever had s** with. He tells me “not to be scared , just say it, you tell me and I’ll tell you”. In my head, I thinking to myself “I don’t know want to know”. Plus I know he has been with a lot of women already, I hear him referring to different women he has been with to his friends every now and then. “Come on….Come on,” he tells me, and I said okay you first! He then tells me,….“baby you are to an extent, I love being with you, but I have had some wild… wild experiences”.

You see how men are so vague about what they say?? Why? If he has the balls to bring up this stuff, why not be confident and clear when describing what he feels. Then I asked, how wild were your experiences? He then tells me, He had a t******** back in college, and that was probably his best s***** experiences thrust far, and a few other women here and there, that had amazing bodies, and the s** was unreal.

Wow, you had quite the time back in the day huh? “What about you???” he said. I responded I’ve only had casual s** in 3 of my past relationships and you, nothing too crazy except 1 time, I fucked this guy after a party and that was pretty intense.

After I said that I can tell the conversation took a turn for the worse. He then asked me “what did I mean by intense??” I told him the guy that I was with and just the whole night was intense the s** was really good too.
“NO…NO… NO what do you mean” he says..”Tell me what happened!” I said that was like 10 years ago, I don’t remember that well. “What do you remember? I then tell him you sure you want to hear these details? Quickly he said, “YES TELL ME!”

I went to a party with my girls back in the day, and this guy approached me and told me I was beautiful, then he asked me to danced and we had a really fun time at the party taking shots, and I took a puff of weed. After the party, he asked for my number and we were texting that night. He told me “I wish I could be with a girl like you but you couldn’t handle me HAHA? I replied what do you mean? He replies back saying “he would break me”.
I didn’t know this man..but I was drunk so I just kept playing along and I said you don’t scare me. Then he replies, “I am serious, my d*** is bigger than a cucumber”. I said stop playing, but my drunken self was curious, I said prove it!……. My husband then cuts me off and asked me why I was curious?? Did you want to f*** him??”…Then I said do you want me to stop talking? He said “no keep going!!”.. Anyways I was curious and said prove it and he sent a picture and I was completely in shock, and he wasn’t lying. My husband cuts me off again and asked if the guy was bigger than him?? I said idk..is your d*** bigger than a cucumber?? He then says “I didn’t ask you that, is it bigger or not?” I said yes it was, then he asked me if I was sure?” How do you even know if it was so long ago, but continue”.

You see he never takes me serious. Anyways, he then ask me if I wanted to see it in person. One thing lead to another and I end up getting picked up by him at 3 am and we fucked and he wasn’t lying. I don’t even think it was good for him because he would not c** and he pounded me and kept stroking and stroking until I squirted, I don’t think I’ve ever been that wet before.

My husband cuts me off again and says “STOP STOP STOP.. you lying f****** w****.. your just making this s*** up… what position did he f*** you in?? What do you mean he wouldn’t c**??”…. I walked away and he slapped me., and said stop lying.

The next couple of days, and weeks he kept asking and asking me questions about my story and kept calling me a liar. Now we’re getting divorced

Like I said women never get taken seriously, I answered a question an I was slapped and disrespected. I was ridiculed for months. Dam the world we live in..such bull s***.

New Confession

i injected ketamine into my right deltoid and realized i had no water to drink. by the time i was in the kitchen i was dissociated as hell trying to remind myself im a person in a kitchen trying to get ice cubes and filtered water into my tumbler

it hit much much harder than it did when i tried it in my vastus lateralis. i injected nearly 80mg which is over 1mg/kg for me. im still feeling it a little. apparently the comedown is longer than IV but way less than IN. its 3am now and i have some powder and some sterile solution left in the vial to inject into my vein. ive been trying to get the out of body ketamine experience during my trips but still havent gotten there during my last few for a while now even with needles involved. i was a little closer tonight though, without overwhelming my system or anesthetizing myself

i usually take it once every few months or so. i take medication with a needle every week so im used to them but not used to plunging the bigger thicker ones down deep into my muscle like that. the painful pressure feeling is hard to get used to. and the deep ache that lingers for a few days. i got a little sweaty and lightheaded seeing and feeling an inch of stainless steel sink into my body. there’s that animal instinct part of me that doesn’t want to shove metal into myself and cringes at what im doing but another part too that finds fascination in the sensation and resistance to the needle in the different layers of tissue.

i’ve found it fun and interesting to experiment with all the ways of administering this drug and learning more about my body along the way. exactly where the arteries run down my arms or where major nerves might be hiding.

i dont really have something to finish this off with. it was fun, painful, and interesting. the comedown for IM seems to be 2-3 hours long so far. i stayed up very late to do this. i may augment with nitrous next time.

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