at a young age i never experianced the normal things eg. first kiss, first bf/ gf ect. and now its backfired on me becouse i only feel like i can be loved when someone is close to me as i never truly felt loved as a child. but nobody i know ever wants to be close. ever time i think someone might like me they move on after a week, and so all i want is to be held by somebody just … anybody.
