I am so mf beyond fed up. I can barely eat I can’t go to work without cryinf in the bathroom I can’t shower without crying I can’t sleep without crying I can’t go out with friends before having a breakdown everything dckn hurts and you are so Fckn okay. You act so mf okay you act so mf strong and like nothing ever happened and we were ever a thing. It hurts me more than ever and u know that and I’m tired of being treated this way and like I’m Fckn nothing to you or anyone else. I am so f****** tired. Your words and your actions both make it
Fuckinf clear you don’t care about
How I feel or
How anythin at all affects me but your
The one who told me to watch me changing me profile pic and give u a break at least two weeks this and that when ur f****** fine and ur never f****** coming back. But you don’t f****** do the same for me. I f****** still wait for
You and pray for you even though I have nobody to mf
Pray too. So f****** selfish with me I still act as though you’re here with me every single day. I cant fckn believe I thought you would actually
Give one f****** s*** about me to ask if I’m Fckn ok like I do for you or f****** come to my house like I did for you or f****** fight for me , make a f******
Custom story on my sisters Snapchat, but the more I f****** explain it the more I mf see that you reallt don’t give one s*** one f****** s*** and u do everythint for you whenever somethung gets hard. I don’t even know who you mf are anymore. I try and
Give you hints to please talk to me I try and do everything for you because I love you with my whole heart but no matter what there’s something else you. I cant explain how happy I hope you are because at least I’m going through all of this pain for u to be great. I am not f****** okay. I deleted my mf instagtam now I’m gonna delete my stupid Snapchat and then dckn tiktok I’m so tired so so tired of it always being me