even a small text from you gives me serotonin, yet you wont text me back, this is s*****… is it my fault that you wont text me? do you just not like me? would you rather talk to other people? i know its not in my place to get jealous, but i see you having fun with your friends. Why cant you laugh like that with me? Why when i try to be goofy you leave and never come back? I wait for you yet you never pop in to check in. I noticed that you’ve never started a conversation with me, not once. Never. You ignore all of my hints. Either you are dense or cant come to reject me. I can wait until you are ready, if you tell me head on that you dont like me, I can stop liking you. just be open with me, please. Tell me your fears, your likes, your dislikes, anything is okay with me. I just want to know about YOU. I want to learn everything about you but its not reciprocated. Am i just too obsessed and using you as a coping mechanism? Are you going to leave me like everyone else if I tell you my feelings? I cant even cry anymore, im just used to it. So please dont leave me like everyone else has.