I hate that you made me feel so worthless like all of this was for nothing. You left me again. Again bro after everything. after all the times you had to do it one more time. I’m so glad you have something I’m so glad you’re so happy I’m so glad you have this full heart to do what you wanna do but you left me behind. I’m miserable I’m hurt. I think about you during each part of my day and think about what I could’ve done but I have no control. It hurts so f****** bad and you were so mean that I couldn’t tske responding to you anymore. I don’t have anyone to talk to and nobody helps me. I don’t want to be a burden on anyone. Nobody has advice for me. I figured all the times I was scared to talk to you about how I felt
Is becwuse one day you’d be gone and I wouldn’t have anyone to talk to again. And it happened. I’m alone again sitting here thinking of you while you’re there doing what you want to do. Why don’t I get to have what I want. Why do I have to hurt why can’t I fight for you and wait why do I have to feel so hopeless while you have all the support ready for you to do what u wanna do. I just wanted to feel worth it I just wanted to feel loved enough because I’d do anyrhinf for you no matter the cost. I thkught this time would be different but I’m left all alone again. I truly hope you’re happy and it’s so worth it for you because I can’t stand the pain I’m in another minute
