UPDATE:
Haven’t spoken to my boyfriend in weeks
UPDATE: Still haven’t spoken to him, shocker. I dont even know if he’s even my boyfriend at this point. The thought of having to talk to him again is so freakin stressful that I actually attempted to see if I could just find a whole new guy a couple nights ago.
I read that during depression that there would some risky behaviour. I’m assuming that’s what happend here.
Couple nights ago, I found a really cute guy on tinder, set up a snapchat, he asked for proof pics, spend about 1 hr in the mirror trying to get the right selfie, didn’t send anything because of insecurity and stress, immediately deleted the snap & tinder, and went to sleep. Turns out I’m too depressed for even that. Yay.
(I’m also the guilt confession from a few hours ago that let the puppy die.)
I’m not doing too well.
