I am 15 years old and live with my older parents and my 30 year old sister. i am very mature for my age and I had s** for the first time when I was 13. i kept it a secret for 2 years. my mom found out I sexted the boy I was seeing and forced me to go to a counselor and insisted that something was wrong with me. she lied to me continuously and forced me to tell her that I had s** with my boyfriend. she now doesn’t allow me to even talk to boys until I’m 16. she has forced me onto birth control and refuses to listen to me when I say I want a new therapist. my therapist promised me that anything I told her would stay a secret. she lied and told my mom everything. she will yell at me for hours and i cry so much to the point i pass out from the pain. I’ve been cutting myself and i just want to die. i don’t want to live if this is the kind of family i will be associated with for my life. i want to run away and even if i get raped or brought into s** trafficking it would be a better fate then being treated the way i am at home. even if someone raped me for days, tortured me, and killed me it would be a better fate than living my life with the trama I’ve experienced from my twisted, toxic family.
