When the f*** will it be my turn to find someone to love. Am I that f****** undesirable that I just get ignored by guys? The only guys that like me are f****** weirdos. I give them a chance, obviously, everyone deserves a chance. Then it just fizzles out or they ghost me or they find someone else. When will it be my turn? I deserve love. I just want one person, just one, that makes me feel like someone on this f****** planet has my back and that I actually feel connected to. To be honest, I’m tired of being in a world I don’t feel like I belong in. I feel like a f****** alien and I don’t feel alive. I feel disconnected and I don’t belong here.
