I just figured it out. You know I ride the short bus. Had you og just bluntly said you had hope.. I would of done what I needed to. No one gives me the peace i have when with you. I feel so safe and have no fears when with you. The onlt fear i had was you would go back to your childrens moother for she always had your entire heart. Twenty years of you two back and forth is what i based this on. And it hurt me so badly when that happened. And then our second round and i left you. I figured I was fooling myself and should go where i thought it go farther insteas of the s*** show it is. I never would of left if i knew it would go further. We remained friends your my best friend and i know you needed to move on with your life but i honestly did not realize you had hope for us. Had i of known. I just thought we were staying on a friend level. You know i love you and thought we would be great growing old Together but i did not think you would want me to grow old with. Then i read your message . you did want me but were tired of waiting for me to come bqck. Its too late now i wish i waa smart enough to have known that. I hope your new one brings you your joy. And i look forwqrd to our next round. Just speak more blunt wirh me so i dont miss that chance again. You are my twin flame why else would i feel so at home with you. I only feel that with u. I lovw you. Dont let me miss my nezt chance
