I just want to be loved. I want to be happy. I want to feel important, beautiful, desired. I’m so lonely. I cant take it anymore. There is someone who would love me they way I need and my dumbass shuts it down. Wtf is wrong with me. Why do I feel like running away every few years. I romanticize, fantasize, and it makes me feel this way. Why do I do this to myself? And why do I keep it to myself? Please help
