i f****** hate my life, my parents dont f****** litsen to me, “hey ms jimienez, today i was just changing my virtual backround and most of all my photos that are downloaded are named photo04/photo5 etc, i pressed a random photo named “photo04″, i happened to be a n*** picture a friend sent a couple weeks ago, when i pressed it not knowing what it was and it showed, i clicked it out imidiatly, anways i deeply apologize for that incident and it was unintentional.” that happened a week ago. i sent that to my teacher after that incident happened but she f****** ignored me and called my mom and suspended me, i tried to show my mom the email to explain the accident but she didnt f****** litsen, she never litsens to me, never beileves me, every time im in trouble and i try to explain myself she always just f****** cuts me off and says its an excuse, i just wanna f****** kill myself, now im stuck on a god dam straw chair that i stay in all day, even to sleep, i sleep balled up in a god dam chair all because my mom didnt wanna f****** hear me out, i wanna kill myself but the only thing that is keeping me alive is my brothers and my best friend. i wouldve been killed myself if i didnt have that bestfriend, if i didnt have such a close brother to me, but he moved out. i hate my f****** life right now and i just wanna move to my grandparents and escape this hell. sometimes i just wanna kill my mother and get the f*** outta that life and live a new one. but obviously i wouldnt do that cause thats giving up my life. but next time if she beats me ima beat her back. im tired of her non litsening ways and treating me like a f****** rat.