I was bullied by my peers in elementary school. The bullying was mostly verbal and they said bad things about me behind my back. In 5th grade it was worse because the bullies were in my classroom. The bullies were my female classmates and I didn’t get along with them at all. This is the first time I’m sharing this info with others, so I can’t help feeling emotional as I type this. The truth is, I had fantasies of killing those female bullies by pushing them off a cliff. I hated their existence so much that I wanted to kill them.
Because of the bullying, I kept a distance from others and avoid getting close to them. This world is messed up and there’s no way I could be happy living in it. My mental health isn’t good because of what I experience in the past but I needed to let this out.