I was mentally, physically, and emotionally abused by my parents. I’ve been abused for years. I wanted someone to help me but I never said anything. My younger sibling is physically and mentally disabled. I don’t want to try to get help because what if they take me and my siblings away. I would be happy, but what if my younger sibling doesn’t get cared for properly. She has health problems and is tube fed. My parents love and care for my siblings, but just not me. Once I turn eighteen I could get therapy. But my younger sibling needs care for life. I just want them to be cared and loved. So, if I have to suffer then I guess it’s alright. I have thought of suicide. I think I might kill myself in the future. It will end my suffering, my siblings will be taken care of, and no one will find out my secret. No one will think about it, I am a teen in puberty, anxiety, and a thyroid disease. 🙂
