I’m a pretty fucked up person but I somehow managed to have a good friend. We met in uni and were in the same group of friends. Our share interest was mainly anime but we got along pretty well because we all had the same issues. As the years went by, I got close to one of them and while the others and I drifted apart this particular friend and I stuck together. We talked about so many personal things and I came to consider her to be my best and only friend. We graduated last year and, as expected, s*** hit the fan. We both started working and reality hit. We got busy, we fell into a routine, barely met, barely talked. But while I eventually adapted and found outlets to release my frustration she didn’t. She kept pulling away from me bit by bit. She stopped telling me about her life, stopped asking me about mine. I don’t really know what’s happening with her recently but I know where things went wrong. She realized that her one and only dream was impossible so she’s destroyed. I tried reaching out but she won’t take my hand. I have a feeling she’s trying to cast me aside and I’m beginning to hate her for it. I don’t know what’s gonna happen from now on but I know that things won’t end well between us and maybe that’s for the best.
