We don’t want kids. He’s too immature, I’m not interested. I’m pregnant and we know that having an abortion is the only solution but.. we find ourselves wondering things like what color hair or eyes the baby would have. I feel sad because I have the final say and I know that I have to kill his baby. Our baby. I’ve only ever been honest since we met that I can’t be a mother but I love him and I feel so bad. I can only hope that he’s being honest with himself and me when he says that he won’t hold it against me some day.
