My mom never believes me cause when I was a kid I lied a lot. Now I’m 16 and she still yells at me for lying about stuff I’m either nothing lying about or stuff I didn’t do. I’m always being punished and threatened to get my a** beat for lying to her. Now I don’t know what’s true, I don’t know who to believe and I’ve developed this mentality that I’m never safe and I can never trust anyone no one is my friend and I feel like I’m constantly being used for everyone’s happiness. And that nothing is permanent. And she just makes me wanna either die or just yell. She always makes me wanna cry
