I know you can’t stand me and probably want me dead at this point T, but thank you for the harsh wake up call. I think this was the kick in the a** I needed to finally make some long-overdue changes in my life. I can’t waste anymore time chasing the past or worrying about the future. I told my parents EVERYTHING I DID and I’m getting back in to therapy. I need to actually live in the present and be a better friend and son. How can I love somebody else when I hate myself so much that I take it out on innocent people? Happy Holidays, thanks for the closure, even if it was just a dream. For what it’s worth, I’m truly sorry I tried to influence you, control you, and hurt you, and I’ll carry the guilt with me for the rest of my life, as a reminder to be more empathetic and less selfish, As a reminder that actions have consequences, no matter the intention. I want to be the man you were comfortable being alone with so long ago, not the man that scares the living daylights out of you.