I feel like I live in this house alone
Nothing feels like it should
From the fights every night
To the resets every morning
Why is it like this?
What have I done?
Have I misplaced my faith in the lord?
Or have I become a trap in my own game?
I feel as though I did it myself
Picked a woman who was in need of some help
But all I could see was what was under the belt
Damn I guess I play with what I dealt
I thought I could see through it all
The clouded judgement was my fall
She was messed up in the head
I should’ve seen it
I should’ve seen it

In this house it’s a endless cycle
Fight, eat, s**, fight
Fighting is so uncalled for
I’m always on the defense
Why is she so angry?
It’s not my fault for the steps she took in her life..
If you s*** you s*** don’t put it on me
I chose you but did I really?
Decisions only been made when we were having a baby
Why couldn’t I see this?
I should’ve seen it
I should’ve seen it