I don’t want to go to college during a pandemic. School isn’t hard but it feels so unnecessary. Everything feels so pointless, I haven’t interacted with anyone in my college, I haven’t joined any clubs, I haven’t made any friends, and I’m so out of the loop. I missed my tuition payment deadlines and now my dad will be pissed at me. Not only that, but I missed so much stuff outside of school that my parents will be mad. I don’t know if I don’t want to go to college during a pandemic because I’m lazy or because quarantine is really messing me up. I’ve been in quarantine since the end of April and I’ve only been outside four or five times in a car. Before I “graduated” high school, I felt so accomplished since I had third honors, a high position in the student council, other extra-curricular activities, and peers that look up to me. Now, I know nothing and have no friends. I have regressed so much I have no idea anymore about anything.