they make a s*** show of our home: no chores schedules, no rules, no responsibilities, no discussions and brainstorming… It’s been happening for years and I don’t understand how they can’t see that something’s wrong about it. it should’ve been my mother’s role to organize and delegate but she just stopped caring at one point. she’s old and only cares about the general state of things never the actual running of the house. my dad and brother are disgusting pigs and my sisters only do the minimum to get by.

I decide to offer advice, lead by example and bargain with them in order to make things better. I say: if you would just change how you do this one thing it’ll make things easier and more practical in the long run. I tried so hard to convince them, to have more responsiblity and control in the house regarding the chores but they don’t care. they belittle me, make fun of me and tell me to mind my own business. I don’t see why they do that. I graduated uni and I’m jobless so I have all the time in the world and I wanted to help clean and declutter our home and maybe install a new healthy system. I’m only trying to help here. but they just don’t see that and I don’t understand why.

I give up on them. I refuse to do the chores, I only clean my room and do my own chores. I avoid them all during meals. The thing is, I’m expected to do the chores because I was born female but how is that fair? it’s not like I’m refusing to help because it’s an excuse for being lazy. I’m trying to make a point! I don’t want to just do the dishes. I want a new f****** system.