F#$%^$#^ing crap!!!!!!! I’m going rad at this moment!!!!

I’m in a real hating mood now I can’t stand how it just is. It s**** really does how I get blamed for the slightest thing. I feel like my friend doesn’t realize I’m driving him to work in the morning and I don’t want to start my day nagging. He’s sometimes late in the morning, I never was a late person until his attitude got to me and I feel like now I’m dragged into that sick energy field of anger. So pissed. But this is the way things are, if I tell him about it the way I’m writing about it now it will create a different issue. It will not open the communication but would close it and make it worse for me to tell him what’s really going on inside of me. I’m really sick of feeling down about this s***, I’m sick of carrying his own crap on my shoulders. I want end!! Tomorrow morning if he’s not at my door around 7:20 I’m leaving. If he’s going to be angry well it’s not my problem anymore, I don’t want to be late for work or anyone to be late for his work on my expense. I’m not responsible for him, I’m not his father. Not his older brother, I have more important s*** on my a** to deal with, more cheerful things to think about if you ask me, I don’t want to feel guilty for someone else’s crap anymore cause I’m JUST FED UP WITH IT.

Seriously good luck to him!

I’m going to start now, am going to do something I really enjoy. Wish me luck people 🙂

May the best happen!

OAG