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The person that I love most in this world is, I believe, intentionally making me suffer. I can't do anything without crying and breaking down because the past 7 months have been hell and I can't find my way back. Even with medication and counseling I can't deal. I just keep hoping that someone will have mercy and kill me before I have to do it myself.

I don't fear death, I fear how much everyone is going to hate me when I'm gone by my own devices but I can't function anymore. I've never been so alone in my life..

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I am a young women going thru puberty and I have small br#asts. I asked my step father why mine are so small and what should I do because I want nice size br#asts to dress up in nice clothes.

He told me relax, they will grow and blossom into nice sized br#asts. I said I should get some skin cream and massage it in for 10 minutes 2x per day. He said nice massage with cream 2X per day will make them grow. He asked if I knew how to massage them and I said no. He said he could teach me as long as I do not tell anyone.

I am so desperate to grow them I agreed he could teach me. So he got some hand cream and told me to undress down to my p******. I did that and he started rubbing the hand cream all over them and massaging them. I think he got excited doing it because his pants were poking out and he was smiling a lot. He had me turn around and lean back against his body as he reached around and put more cream on his hands and kept rubbing them, and pinching the N@pples which kind of excited me.

I realized I could feel him rubbing against my underwear. He was very excited. He was helping me so I thought I would help him and reached behind me to massage his thing and realized he had removed his gym shorts and was n#ked and his thing was pushing up again by rear. So I grabbed it like a stick and started stroking it. He let out a moan and then my P#nties were all wet with cream. I could tell he was very happy and then he got nervous and stopped massaging me. He quickly pulled up his shorts and left me there rubbing myself trying to make them grow.

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