Maybe i just wanted people to be better you know. Like s*** everythings just so fucked up you’ll spend your whole life wishing you were dead and thats it. People just go around thinking bad things doing bad things or good things for bad reasons or maybe your a good person with bad thoughts idk anymore. Everythings just so blurry. Life just doesnt seem worth it these days i go to school and do work and for what i dont even plan to make it past 21 so why the hell do i get up everyday why do i try so ficking hard to just get up and do s*** like f*** i wish i would just drop dead f***