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o Mom, You Can’t Read Your Daughter’s Diary (or Texts)
Invading privacy destroys trust and makes things awkward.

well this iss something that has given me a little trauma. It broke me from inside and my self confidence fell into pieces. It has been 4 years now but I still cannot get this event out from my head it keeps coming back in form of broken events. Everyone needs something to reveal their dark side and I am someone who expresses myself by writing so that I can carry on my life forward by writing down all my dark sides. Yes I am also a girl not a goddess I do make mistakes ,I do have bad thoughts , I do curse,I do think about things that is termed ‘inapprropriate’ by everyone else but why don’t anyone understands that I have never taken a step that would have disgraced my parents my family,I have just written my bad sidees and the only thing that I expected was that no one not even a single person in this world would read it, not even my Fatima then how can someone be so thoughtless and selfish to read my diary. That event has broken me I feel so ashamed now whenever I think about that is related to the event. Because of this I have three different people in my mind 1st personality-Sia,second is-Krishna and third is me:and me is confused so damm… confused as Sia and Krishna just always keep arguing on the same point with different opinion. Their is an endless chatter that keeps going in my head and I cannot share this to anyone as I always end up being reminded about the damm.. event that broke me.

New Confession

My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.

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