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F***!! I just want to runaway!! life is so s***!! all you do is go to school for 12/13 years then work for 50 more years then you die!! yea life is short with all this s*** you have to!! like literally everything is useless!! they don’t do anything!! I have so much things that would be very heartbreaking and even though it’s the truth but it’s just to overwhelming for others! and this is why im always so f****** anxious and depressed all the time! because I keep things to myself! and it’s to overwhelming for me! I just wish I could stand in a huge meadow by myself and scream my lungs out because of how much pain and stress i have. <3

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.

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