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I don’t feel accepted or well liked. I try to keep faithful but I Feel I am not welcome. I give so much to help out and my work is rejected, denied, and ignored. At times I feel it’s useless. I’m told I don’t belong, no one likes me and they want me to quit. I feel I’m only hurting myself by lying I’m happy. I accepted that there is no hope for me because no one cares. I feel everyone hates me and is trying to get revenge when I did nothing wrong. Sometimes I feel I can’t go on. I should not be where I am not accepted and disliked. There is nothing I can ever do. My life is complacent. I have nowhere to go and no one to turn to. I tried to fit in with no luck. As always. I keep trying and I’m getting nowhere. It’s as if I don’t count.

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.

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