I feel so alone, I feel like an outcast. Its always about her. My sister is having mental health issues/possible possession. We took her to a hospital and she got a little better but now shes acting up again. I want my sister back ,idk who she is anymore. The family wants her to get better,but shes having so many issues, i feel like im not even a priority. I don’t ask for attention. I just feel like everything I do makes me worthless. I just do school and rely on people online to help me, but I cant tell people whats going on with my sis, I have to tell them a white lie cause no one will ever understand that there are a) spirits in this damn house thats taking over her mind or b) she might be schizophrenic. IDK what to belive anymore. I just want to cry, I just want someone to hold me, I want to leave this house, I don’t get a long with anyone in my family anymore. I feel so conflicted right now.
