I don’t think she wants to see me again. I’m dying to see her. I feel like such a dumb a**. I don’t think I even know how to get her to like me even as a friend. I want to give her a hug so much. This is so f****** humiliating I completely adore her and want to be close to her oh god it’s so totally not shared oh f*** me f*** me f*** me f*** me f*** me f*** me if there was a hole right now I could crawl and I think I would do it
