I’m getting help and trying really hard to be a better person and change things. And I understand maybe you didn’t see things the same way I did. What I thought was a friendship was actually just a kindness. But it still was a kindness and I’m grateful for that and I am sorry that I hurt you. I really would like to talk if that’s possible. I know we can’t See each other or keep in touch but if you would be willing to possibly have a one time thing I think it might help me to let go. I want to live in reality and I’m sorry that I’m not. I guess I’m lonely I miss having a friend but that’s not on you. It is on me however that I hurt you and I really would like to be able to talk to you and make peace with that.
