I have this feeling that hurts me so much, I can’t put it into words for anyone, thats how much it pains me. It gives me so much pain. I live a perfect and happy life except for this. When this feeling comes all i want to do is leave Earth. This is a constant cycle, i feel like i am in my very own hell loop. The worst part is i know i can get better but i cannot see myself taking that first step into doing so.
