Ive been sad for so long it’s actually sad. All these years I’ve been a complete wreck. And who was there to care? Nobody. Everybody has been so oblivious of my pain it’s almost as if I have no reason what so ever to tell anybody. I’ve been rejected, hurt, heartbroken, nearly killed. As an apology I get from the pain that’s been caused? Lol at this point I don’t even know what an apology is. Because I’M the ONLY one giving them. I’m so broken at this point I don’t wanna be loved. Cause I could care less of what others have to say about me. Because I finally agree. And I don’t know how much longer I’m going to wait until I finally decide to leave the hell.
