So I come from a big family. And everyone sees me and my siblings as being close. Which is true for all of my other siblings. But I noticed over time that my siblings really don’t like spending time with me. Specifically my older siblings. They all go out together, call and text each other, ask how to the other is doing. Just spend time with each other. But they never want to spend time with me. And it’s not an age thing, because they like spending time with my sister who is 2 years younger than me. But they seem to never want me around. Most of the time they directly exclude me. They never visit me or want me to visit them. They don’t even text me. I don’t fight with them, we’ve never had any falling out, and they’re the kind of people that would tell men if they had a problem with me. But they all love spending time with each other. And it makes me feel like they just don’t like me. Or even care about me. I told two of them that I was in a really depressive state and was having some health issues, but they didn’t really care. I genuinely don’t think they ever care how I’m doing. I just don’t know what to do. I know that in your life you’ll come across people that don’t like you or want you around. But that’s so much harder when it’s your own family.
