My mother is dying. I do everything, change everything in my life for her sake and for her wishes and yet she believes my sister's words over mine even

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My mother is dying. I do everything, change everything in my life for her sake and for her wishes and yet she believes my sister’s words over mine even though I adamantly speak the truth. She believes my sister’s lies and f****** b*******. I f****** just want to be the one to die. It hurts so much that my own mother who is so perceptive fails to see that I am telling the truth. That she just can’t over my sister’s. And for what? Because I fucked up a while back? Lol. Laugh my bloody f****** a** off. I don’t think I can ever believe in God because of this s***. If she can’t see that for all her psychic abilities and s***. God ain’t real.

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