I can’t do this. Why the f*** am I so nice why do I care so much. I don’t get it, I get lied to and Get hurt and get beat up. I lose weight and cry and risk so much stuff and worry so much over things I shouldn’t. I try hard to make others happy when people don’t do the same for me. All I get is a bunch of lies and hurt. I hate myself so much, people make me hate myself so so much. People make me wanna fckn change. People make me hurt I can’t stress this enough how people make me hurt so bad. I’m so so so hurt and I still manage being there for those who do this to me. I just wanna f***** start over or move somewhere far and forget every f****** person i know and start fresh. I’d love to learn how to be selfish for at least a f****** second. I can’t do this anymore u guys make me hate myself so much I hate myself to the fullest f****** extent I can’t do it I can’t do it I j wanna disappear I can’t do this someone please take me out of this f****** world already I’m tired of it
