I’ve had an eating disorder for 16 years. I’ve never told anyone because I’m embarassed that I’m a 32 year old man that’s made myself I’ll for most of my life because I hate the way I look. no one has ever noticed because I wear layers and baggy clothes, and they just think I’m skinny because hardly anyone has ever seen me with my top off. My wife left me because she thought I was running to the toilet and staying in there for an hour after meals because I was having an affair. I didnt have the balls to tell her what was really happening. For the last 6-12 months I’ve started getting chest pains that I’m pretty sure is related, but i haven’t spoken to a dr. I kind of hope it’s all going to be over soon.
