I kind of want to die. I’m 15. There are many reasons for this. I’ve had a long history of disappointing and failing others, and for some reason I don’t fix it, so I already feel crappy about myself as a person. I’ve also always had a complex my whole life that i’m never gonna contribute to anything special. I understand my limits and potential, and nothing good is ever coming out of it. And now that the world is breaking outside, getting worse by the day, I feel it would be better to just cut it off right here. But idk… I really have no idea what’s going on anymore.
