I went through family issues for you. I showed you love you never had before. I cried days and nights for you, I loved you so so much. I loved you endlessly and I chose you over so many things. I did tell you to move on, to be friends, to find someone to love but it’s hard letting go of you. I saw you yesterday and we made eye contact only once and that’s it. You look fine without me which hurts because I never did anything to hurt you at all so I dont know how it’s so easy to let me go when you cheated on me and hurt me so many times and ima struggling to let you go. I have to anyways, I can’t run back to you anymore so I’m just moving on. I miss you so much and I miss having you here. I will miss laying with you in my car, I will miss laying with you in your bed, I will miss kissing and holding you. But at this point it’s too much. You started talking to so many people already while I’m taking the time to focus on me. You started talking to a girl who told me not to worry abt and another girl you geeked over while with me. But both of them are liars, heartbreakers, and I’m scared they’ll hurt you but maybe you need to feel the pain you put others in so you know not to do it. Best of luck to you, I hope you take care of urself. I couldn’t text you all this because we aren’t in contact so I hope this message finds it’s way to u in any shape or form. Also, like you told me in the letters you gave me on my birthday, don’t forget I love you. Bc u seemed to forget you loved me.
