I never asked to be born Existing is so painful. I don't remember the last time I was happy Does such a thing really exist? I've spent my whole life

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I never asked to be born

Existing is so painful. I don’t remember the last time I was happy
Does such a thing really exist? I’ve spent my whole life trying to numb myself from my sadness

But it’s always there and it’s so painful and I don’t know why it can’t just leave me alone when I’m earnestly trying to live

New Confession

Am i the only man who sincerely thinks most men should be castrated as soon as they are 18/fully physically grown for societal benefit? Yes earlier would be better but you have to let them mature because society needs them as adult workers. They could be put in chastity cages until then. Which would also help by causing penile atrophy until they can be castrated.

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My wife knew i was a recovering s** addict when we dated, when we married, and knew that it stemmed from childhood maternal molestation many years ago. She knows i will not act out, that i love her too much to do that to her, and she knows to the degree any non s** addict can how exhausting the onslaught of compulsive intrusive s***** thoughts are. But she still rejects my sincere well motivated desire for surgical or chemical castration and i cannot understand why. We have a platonic relationship so it would be zero loss to either of us.