My best friend’s dad has just died today. It is really hard to know how to be there for her. Life already s**** enough. I am afraid she will get really depressed, she already had enough going on in her life and not many close family members. I could never replace the bond I have with her. On top of that, I asked my crush out on friday, a guy who used to like me back two months ago, and he left me on seen, which is almost a good thing because the burial will be on friday. I am hipertensive, my mother is as well and alo asthmatic, and I am really scared of losing her because we are so ducking close. I feel like I can’t reach out to friends right now, like I don’t have enough opportunities career wise, even though I have a scholarship, and one of them has just been thrown out of the window because of that crush. One of my closest friends acts a bit self centered and with a lack of empathy. I wish I were prettier.
