I give up. I lost hope. I am done with this. I don’t want anyone anymore. I want to be by myself.. I wish I had someone who really cared about me. I wish I had someone who really loved me. But all I do is get hurt. What’s wrong with me? Why don’t guys like me? I don’t understand why I am the one to always get hurt.. I am done. I am not gonna be emotional anymore. Now I am starting to just wanna be numb to the emotions. Feel nothing. I am sorry to the future guy who gets to be with me. You can blame all the people who made me like this. I am sorry to the guy who has to try to get me to open up.. I will never let anyone in again.
