Heads up, trigger warning for a suicide mention, if that bothers anyone. One of my closest friends is feeling very suicidal and i’m feeling very

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Heads up, trigger warning for a suicide mention, if that bothers anyone.

One of my closest friends is feeling very suicidal and i’m feeling very frustrated and scared. You see, theres a lot factors in this situation

1.) Me and this friend are VERY different people. We’re talking like, totally opposite mentalities in life. I’m all about ‘aggressively fight everything in your way’ and my friend is like, ‘lay down and wait for the turtle to trample me’. Don’t get me wrong, my friend is KIND, and PASSIONATE, and STRONG. I love this friend to no end, but this person just does not stand up against personal attacks or problems, not often at least—- my point in all of this is, BECAUSE we are so different, nothing i ever say seems to help. Our minds are in such different worlds that nothing i say ever seems to resonate, no matter how hard i try

2.) my friend’s girlfriend has absolutely s*** mental health and should he in a psych ward. She sent me texts today all worrier that my friend was going to break up with her, meanwhile my friend was CLEARLY implying suicide. Who reads, “I’m trying to figure out how to transfer all my money to your bank account” and “Maybe being with me is bad for you” and goes to break-up first?? Friend’s girlfriend has severe depression and anxiety issues, and PTSD, and a dissociative disorder and i love them both, but their mental illnesses seem to increase each other’s problems.

3.) my friend doesn’t WANT help. Anything anyone ever says gets ignored. Therapists are treated as not an option. Medicine has been given up on. I’m serious this friend has given up on LIFE

4.) i only have ways to contact the girlfriend. Not any other friends my friend has, not my friend’s parents, just my friend’s extremely mentally ill girlfriend. I’ve tried telling her to tell other friends that they share, to see what they can do, but INSTEAD homegirl just decided to put me in a group chat with her and my friend, which made things WORSE.

I WANT to help so bad, but this seems like a timebomb and i’m really scared. None of the help i have to offer is being taken.

New Confession

I wanted so bad to see and find out what my wife’s deepest darkest fantasy was. She is very pretty in early forties and I wanted to spark up our relationship with something different. She told me her friends would spice up the bedroom with roleplaying giggling when she mentioned it. This was the perfect opportunity so one night I did the unthinkable never expecting to hear her tell me she says the following. Go down and pleasure me and I might give in. Well she starts little by little and finally she Just tells me the mysterious man is barely a man in his late teens. She’s traveling by herself bored drinking wine when she hears a knock. It’s the young guy from the hotel she saw at the bar. He told her she left her card. Something comes over her and she starts to flirt and he returns later on that night. She and him make hot love all night she can’t believe how good he is. I ask her did he f*** you good? She says yes very good and she rides him even harder and he last forever and they fall asleep together. By this time I’m rock hard. The thought later crossed my mind because she does travel and she does drink wine. She’s told me younger guys always seem to flirt with her. Then something hits me. I actually think it truly really happened. I started to think maybe she made up the part about her friends talking about roleplaying? Then I realized she hadn’t been out with them for a few months how was this possible. I couldn’t get this off my mind it was just something that wouldn’t go away. I knew she could be a flirt and with wine she’s a totally different person. Two weeks went by we were at a wedding saw her friends and one mentioned it’s been a while since her and wife have spoken and my wife didn’t catch on. That night she was drinking pretty heavily and she was ready for s** when I just pulled down her p****** I could always control her once I started touching and licking her. This was my chance and I just said it. Are you looking forward to traveling back to Dallas ? Do you hope to meet him there again? Do you hope he’s ready to f*** you good again? She tells me yes I really want to touch hold and feel his huge long d*** inside of her. I then said … you can tell me the truth I won’t care. I’m pretty sure you have really fucked him and I want you to continue it’s all okay. She said yes we fucked it just somehow happened we couldn’t resist the other he was tall handsome and very s*** looking. He knew how to get his way. I’m glad your not upset I didn’t know how to ever tell you I just lost control. I said now that I know the truth I want to to be safe and continue to f*** him I think it’s hot. I know I would very likely f*** a hot young girl too . That made her go wild and she said if you eat her p**** and finger her as good as you ear me she is going to keep coming back to you and she just exploded all over my mouth f****** my face hard pushing my head deep and hard squeezing my head deep jerks screaming my name and his until she’s done. She said I wish you both would take me mmmmm. Julia continued to meet him and eventually got hooked up with another man. We both started seeing others and we love each other more than ever. We talk about how much they are good in bed. David and Julia.

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-Artificial Blackman.