COVID is literally killing me. I laid on my couch all day when I was ‘teleworking’ planning where to go to shoot myself. I need my friends, interaction with people, to build new relationships and I can’t do it with COVID. My family is 1500 miles away, I moved for a new job during COVID. The only people that I know that aren’t covid afraid is a once close friend who treats me like I am less than because she is marrying a rich guy who doesn’t like people without money. Her essentially spitting on me makes it much worse. Please, please let us go back to normal. I will be dead before covid is over.