"Sorry I treat you like a jerk" and then he just drives off on his fucking bike. What kind of apology is that. I'm so sad. He yells at me, breaks things,

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“Sorry I treat you like a jerk” and then he just drives off on his f****** bike. What kind of apology is that. I’m so sad. He yells at me, breaks things, always tries to put the blame on me, makes me feel like a burden to him, he’s right, I’m wrong. I can’t tell him anything that bothers me otherwise he takes it personally and gets so defensive. I get high to just let it all blow over so we can try again later. But I can’t talk to him. He just wants me around for my body, or the work that I put in for him around our home. I’m not aloud to see anyone. I can’t even speak to other guys. I’m a model, investor, entrepreneur and business owner. I feel like I should be somewhat appreciated and then I feel like.. i’m not doing enough, i’m not.. enough. I worry that I love him, but i’m not in love with him. I wish he could love me more or show some more effort on his part. He just is out all day, then he comes home mad, and then it’s the end of the day, time for bed. I understand that he’s tired. We don’t do anything together other than sit at a computer for a short while, and sleep in the same bed. I’m not aloud to sleep anywhere else, he will get angry. The things that he likes and the things that I like are completely different now. I’m so sad just thinking about it. I want someone to love me unconditionally. Not someone to treat me like some domesticated house pet that they kick around. I feel more like a showpiece to him than his partner. It’s not me he likes, it’s this vessel I’m in.

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