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It’s late and I can’t sleep. I am seriously scared. Everyone tells me how brave I am, that I am in love with someone who has a life threatening illness but I don’t think I am brave at all. Their health continues to deteriorate, and when I tried so hard to find some help, it almost ruined our relationship. I know he is scared, but he feels he can’t trust doctors. It says a lot when you live in a country that claims to be so “Free” and full of opportunity, that if someone who is suffering and has suffered for years can’t get proper medical treatment and they are basically told to suffer because they don’t have enough insurance, the right kind of insurance..or you’re too poor so s**** to be you. I have to idly stand by sounding happy, putting on a faux smile for him when on the inside I just want to break down screaming and crying. I am doing my best to stay hopeful, that he will be here with me for many more years..to fulfill those dreams we talked about.. but I wonder if I am telling myself lies, or if it isn’t crazy to have hope. I pray and look for signs… and come up empty. But seeing him fight so hard to live, maybe the only sign I need. I just.. want him around.. and I want him to be able to enjoy life with as little pain as possible. Is it wrong to wish for these things? I feel so helpless…

New Confession

I wanted so bad to see and find out what my wife’s deepest darkest fantasy was. She is very pretty in early forties and I wanted to spark up our relationship with something different. She told me her friends would spice up the bedroom with roleplaying giggling when she mentioned it. This was the perfect opportunity so one night I did the unthinkable never expecting to hear her tell me she says the following. Go down and pleasure me and I might give in. Well she starts little by little and finally she Just tells me the mysterious man is barely a man in his late teens. She’s traveling by herself bored drinking wine when she hears a knock. It’s the young guy from the hotel she saw at the bar. He told her she left her card. Something comes over her and she starts to flirt and he returns later on that night. She and him make hot love all night she can’t believe how good he is. I ask her did he f*** you good? She says yes very good and she rides him even harder and he last forever and they fall asleep together. By this time I’m rock hard. The thought later crossed my mind because she does travel and she does drink wine. She’s told me younger guys always seem to flirt with her. Then something hits me. I actually think it truly really happened. I started to think maybe she made up the part about her friends talking about roleplaying? Then I realized she hadn’t been out with them for a few months how was this possible. I couldn’t get this off my mind it was just something that wouldn’t go away. I knew she could be a flirt and with wine she’s a totally different person. Two weeks went by we were at a wedding saw her friends and one mentioned it’s been a while since her and wife have spoken and my wife didn’t catch on. That night she was drinking pretty heavily and she was ready for s** when I just pulled down her p****** I could always control her once I started touching and licking her. This was my chance and I just said it. Are you looking forward to traveling back to Dallas ? Do you hope to meet him there again? Do you hope he’s ready to f*** you good again? She tells me yes I really want to touch hold and feel his huge long d*** inside of her. I then said … you can tell me the truth I won’t care. I’m pretty sure you have really fucked him and I want you to continue it’s all okay. She said yes we fucked it just somehow happened we couldn’t resist the other he was tall handsome and very s*** looking. He knew how to get his way. I’m glad your not upset I didn’t know how to ever tell you I just lost control. I said now that I know the truth I want to to be safe and continue to f*** him I think it’s hot. I know I would very likely f*** a hot young girl too . That made her go wild and she said if you eat her p**** and finger her as good as you ear me she is going to keep coming back to you and she just exploded all over my mouth f****** my face hard pushing my head deep and hard squeezing my head deep jerks screaming my name and his until she’s done. She said I wish you both would take me mmmmm. Julia continued to meet him and eventually got hooked up with another man. We both started seeing others and we love each other more than ever. We talk about how much they are good in bed. David and Julia.

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