I am always afraid of people leaving me and betrayal since that’s what I feel like I am facing from my childhood to till now. I loved someone a lot and maybe I still do but I realised it when he let go. I always had negative thoughts about us but he always made me believe that nothing like that will happen and that he will never leave me. And finally it actually happened what was suppose to happen. He let go since he can’t manage time. “I just can’t”, he said, all the time when I tried to make him understand. But now I feel like the fool. I was a fool after all I guess. It’s just that..unbelievable..that I miss him.. I wish nothing happened in the first place.
