To : my crush
Hey, I just want to let you know that i have a crush on you. can i just take a moment to say how beautiful you are?
You know, whenever i look at your eyes, it’s full of determination, hope and happiness. your small, pointy nose makes you look so cute and your lips. you rarely smile, but when you do, the world lights up. i like it most when you sing to your favorite songs, because i find your voice angelic. your side profile is gorgeous, and when the sun hits, you glow, i swear.
I am writing this because i want to get you out of my mind. yes, i don’t want you in my life again. please. if only i hadn’t looked at you on the first day of school, this wouldn’t have happened. i hate the fact that i have to face you everyday and that is not helping at all. in fact, it’s only making it worse. i really don’t want to think about you all the time. i hate how i’m invisible to you. i hate how my heart beats and my face goes red when i’m around you. i hate you for making me like this.
That’s why i’m trying to forget about you. you remember the candy you gave me a few days ago? i’m not overly possessive over that anymore. that’s good, right?
You see, you don’t know what you have done, you’ve never done anything wrong. i was dumb enough to have a crush on you. so now, i’m trying to forget about you, get you out of my life.
but i can’t. i can’t, with the fact that i have to face you everyday. i can’t forget about you when i have to see you everyday. it just makes me fall harder.
i hate you for ruining my life. now i’m stuck, i have no where to go.
it hurts, it really does.
