I just don’t want to be sad anymore
F***
I just don’t want to feel
I don’t want to feel anything at all
I just want to be numb
I’m so tired of hating myself
I want people to stop having expectations of me
Because it never ends and when I screw up
I hate myself
I hate all of me
I hate everyone
I hate everything
I hate the world
I hate it all
I’ve always tried to listen
But the world has never once tried
To listen to me
The gun is always pointed to my back
No matter which way I turn
And I just want it to stop
Please
Just make it stop
